isolation.

i don't feel so well today. and all i feel like doing is to be away from anybody. but then again, who else can i go to? i just wish i can take the easy way out and just forget everything behind. it's just like in those movies that you can go away where ever you like and everyone will just accept that you're gone and won't be looking for you.
today i went to class with a blur head. i heard what the lecturer said but i just can't make words out of it. as if my mind was not functioning properly. i've never experienced this before. sometimes it's just me not wanting to concentrate, but this? i concentrated in class, listening to every word he said, but i just can't seem to understand as if he was talking in another language.
~make me disappear~