Monday, February 9, 2009

4:44 AM

it has been quite a while since i really write something on this blog. i just couldn't find anything to write about. the new semester starts in less than a month which is really being anticipated as i am totally bored out of my brain from all the study break, and i really can't believe that i miss studying very much. i really need to get a life. being stuck in my home really stresses me out. doing nothing, just streaming youtube, watching movies doesn't really make me feel any better. in fact, i felt sick of all these. i tend to go out at nights just so that i can release some stress away. and i have stopped smoking and plans to keep it that way for now forever. and going out means that to spend at least a small amount of money, which sums up to a lot, when basically going out every night needs money, even though just one cup of tea or coffee, or milo peng, or coke, or whatever... i should've get a part-time job during the study break, but now? it's kinda too late i think. or maybe i'm just finding an excuse to let go of everything and do nothing, absolutely nothing. and then, i get bored. what kind of excuse was that? heck, i even disagree with myself right now.
huh?

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